I'm relieved that poly life have come to an end but I'm dreading reality which will resume real soon. Sometimes I just wish life do not have to go on and I can just put away all the decision-making moments which can really make me pull all of my hairs off my head. Everyone is going on a different path now, the need of knowing what's independence makes me feel alone at times. Maybe I rely too much on others.
BUT.. I do know everything is in control. (:
I have decided to work for a year or two before resuming to studies. Yea, money money. Like the 9pm show I watched last night, Fiona Xie was like singing "money money" crazily -.-
Few weeks ago, I was called for an interview in school for the DT and TSO post. Heard that 5 of us were shortlisted and now I was called for the second formal interview with the directors. :S This time round 3/5 will be surviving. Hopefully, all goes well.
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Yesterday
I heard from my sister and news that Bishan snowed. Coolios! Quite a number of my friends who live in Bishan surely would have experience it. Arghhh.. I wished it had snowed in Ang Mo Kio lah!!
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Thursday
J came my house and we baked chocolate mint cookies. We realised the many differences on how we handle things. Yummy and fun (:
♥ - 2:05 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Happy Easter Sunday! Yes, He has risen!
Glad that Wailing came today and all the nerve wrecking moments were finally over! Yay :) I think stage fright is quite impossible to be overcome, despite of the countless presentations I had in school. Sigh. I was shivering so badly. I guess I surely look totally retarded on the screen. Sigh.. Its a good experience tho.
Granny is hospitalised. Hope she get well soon! She is rather cute in some sense.
♥ - 11:01 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I searched my name on dictionary.com and it says:
Lydia
An ancient country of west-central Asia Minor on the Aegean Sea in present-day northwest Turkey. Noted for its wealth and the magnificence of its capital, Sardis, it may have been the earliest kingdom to use minted coins (seventh century B.C.).
Ezek. 30:5 (Heb. Lud), a province in the west of Asia Minor, which derived its name from the fourth son of Shem (Gen. 10:22). It was bounded on the east by the greater Phrygia, and on the west by Ionia and the AEgean Sea.
A woman of Thyatira, a "seller of purple," who dwelt in Philippi (Acts 16:14, 15). She was not a Jewess but a proselyte. The Lord opened her heart as she heard the gospel from the lips of Paul (16:13). She thus became the first in Europe who embraced Christianity. She was a person apparently of considerable wealth, for she could afford to give a home to Paul and his companions.
A female given name.
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Have you tried always being the one who ended up giving in? Even for those stupidly unreasonable things? It feels utterly bad to swallow these feelings up. Unappreciated.
♥ - 7:12 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
Bon Voyage friends! Have fun..
while I'm here dealing with flu and sorethroat. Grr.
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Happy Birthday Yong Siang! (:
♥ - 11:40 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
Monday
Celebrated my birthday with Jair. Caught The leap years. Quite a nice movie considering it a local one. At least something different from other locals. To be realistic, I don't think it will ever happen in real life? Li Ann (Li Lin) was very brave to have waited so long for Jeremy (Ananda). That requires so much faith! Communication is so important and yet they can talk just once a year. Goodness...
AND Jeremy committed adultery. I would have chosen KS (Yu Wu) if I was her. KS is a good husband material. Haha.. Oh, I had my cake instead of popcorns during the show. (: How nice! Loves!
Quoted from the movie: "A person often meets his destiny on the way he took to avoid it."
Walked almost aimlessly everywhere in town then headed over to Marina Square. Had dinner at Pasta de Waraku. Its the most yummy one compared to the previous twice I went! (: This is how you really enjoy life heck caring about time when there's nothing much on your mind.
Clam Chowder soup
Bacon Oyster Carbonara
Ebi Scallops Pizza
Oreo Banana Ice Cream
YUM!!
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Tuesday
Celebrated March babies birthday with clique at Chompchomp. Loads of yummy food again and my first time eating PaperWrapChicken. Haha.. Alot of talks and laughters too (: Went to Liquid Kitchen and I had Hazelnut Martini which has a very interesting taste! But I got bored with it after a while -.- Got my present and I love it! Thanks friends and Fiona the host, who had a hard time organising it! (:
Paper Wrap Chicken
♥ - 11:48 PM
Happy Birthday J. Loves. (:
♥ - 12:10 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
Here In My Life
I have never walked on water Or felt the waves beneath my feet but At your Word Lord I receive your Faith to walk on oceans deep And I remember how You found me In the very same place All my failings surely would have drowned me Still you made a way
You are my freedom Jesus you're the reason I'm kneeling again at your throne Where would I be without You Here in my Life, Here in my Life
You have said that All the heavens Sing for joy at one who finds the Way to freedom Truth of Jesus Brought from death into His life And I remember how You saw me Through the eyes of Your grace All the cost was Your beloved before me Still you made a way
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This song just set me in awe. Sang it during the 3rd Synod Youth Ministry Leadership Camp. So enjoy and be blessed! (:
♥ - 1:31 AM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Wanted to post these photos long ago. My Thailand trip during Feb (:
Had good food ALL my meals over there! Its either buffet or restaurant or seafood! YUM!
Their Sunday market is really hugeeee. The stalls are like our pasar malam. They even sell small animals. I just love this baby orangutan! cute!
Most of the photos are of animals cos the Safari World in Thailand was extremely interesting! I got really up close to the animals and this is definitely something you can never experience in Singapore Zoo. And you don't have to walk under the hot sun in Safari World cos its like a drive-thru. You just have to sit in the comfy van, open the windows (with the air-con on hahaha) and the van will drive really slowly. How cool is that?! (:
♥ - 11:23 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
The Altar and the Door
Careless, I am reckless I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man Burnt out, I'm so numb now That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heart
Lord, this time I'll make it right, here at the altar I lay my life Your kingdom come but my will was done, my heart is broken as I...
Cry, like so many times before But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor, oh Lord I try but this time, Jesus, how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through Between the altar and the door
Here at the altar, oh my world so black and white How could I ever falter What You've shown me to be right
I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard Just let You be who You are Lord, who You are in me Jesus, I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard Just let You be who You are Lord, who You are in me
Oh Lord, I
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Matthew 7:13 Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.
Clam Chowder soup
Bacon Oyster Carbonara
Ebi Scallops Pizza
Oreo Banana Ice Cream
YUM!!
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Paper Wrap Chicken
Had good food ALL my meals over there! Its either buffet or restaurant or seafood! YUM!
Their Sunday market is really hugeeee. The stalls are like our pasar malam. They even sell small animals.
I just love this baby orangutan! cute!