Life and love and why Child, adult, then die All of your hoping And all of your searching For what? Ask me for what am I living Or what gives me strength That I'm willing to die for
Take away from me This monstrosity 'Cause my futile thinking's Not gonna solve nothing tonight Ask me for what am I living Or what gives me strength That I'm willing to die for
Could it be this Could this be bliss Could it be all that I ever had missed Could it be true
school is starting soon. ):
♥ - 12:02 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAYtoROS and NIGEL!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY toTINA!
(:
celebrated ros's bday yesterday. uhh, did not really celebrated actually. becos no cake no present. sorry babe. i postponed your present. :P
we still had a good time together tho. (: ros, fiona, kuohsiung, mel, bao, vern, jeremy, samuel, calvin and myself.
dinner at pepper lunch ( izit pepper lunch?! ) was good. mel and i had Steak and Chicken with some beans sprout. its like a small seoul garden, cos u need to wait a while for the chicken n steak to be cooked. and they even had a video on flat screen showing u how to cook! (english and chinese subtitles)
i thought that was quite retarded. hahaha!
"First, u MIX the rice..." "MIX! MIX! MIX!" and even more of MIXING. and even more more more of MIXING. "now u add the sauce u like..." not that they have got many sauces to choose from. only the garlic sauce and brown honey sauce.
-.-
we went over to Settler's cafe. it was a board games cafe. yesterday was ladies night, so 6 bux per lady and 7 bux for the guys. (: the guys played Risk for the whole night whereas we played PIT. darn exciting game. HAHAHA. shouted and screamed like nobody business. then we changed the game to.. (i dunno the name.) but we were suppose to collect jewels from different pits with our boats. it wasnt so exciting but it was interesting!
celebrated Tina's bday in Tony Roma's in the afternoon yesterday too. it was SOOO funny. i laughed my ass off!
it was a 'funeral-like" bday planned by Victor. (: lotsa food prepared for her. Present and cake too. and THAT song for funeral was played instead of 'Happy Birthday'. HAHAHA. all of us stood up and tried to be solemn and serious, but all end up laughing.
i guess Tina must be quite surprised. we took some photos and had fabulous lunch together. (:
kay. gtg.. BYEBYE. (:
♥ - 9:28 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
halo. (:
i wanna scream:
SENTOSA IS FREAKINGLY FUN!!! :D LALALAAAA....
ultimate loads of FUN. ULTIMATE!
sab, danielle, yiting, jiawen, fiona, aloy and wilson. i'm sure u guys will agree right!
so those that didnt even bother to reply my msg or last minute say cannot go with stupid retarded excuses...
YOU MISSED THEM ALL OUT. TOOOOOOO BAD. better not cont reading. u mite regret. or rather u WILL/CONFIRM/SURELY regret.
those with valid excuses or/and bother to reply, i forgive u. u know who u are la. (:
we gathered at 11 plus, went to shop for tibits and drinks at Cold Storage, den hawker centre to eat. the 2 boys treated us, the ladies sugar cane drinks. (i wanted soya bean la! =x) see the contrast? boys vs ladies. HAHA. anyway, they are so sweeeeeet. (:
took a shutter bus to sentosa, and guess what??!! it started to drizzle and POURED. quite disappointed n started to put all the blame on the Boys, since they took their own sweet time to eat at the hawker centre. =x BAD GIRLS.
reached the admission place (shld be ard 1230pm), bought the tickets, took the first grp foto at sentosa and took another smaller bus to Siloso Beach. its still raining tho. ):
we chatted and took moree fotos on the bus and TA dANGGG.. the rain stopped. :D geeeees. the weather was sooooo nice when we got down.
went hunting for a shelter to stock up all our bags n snacks, finally found one which is like so near the Sunset bar, toilets, volley ball courts and everything. was wondering how come nobody wanna take up tis shelter until i realised how shattered and torn it was when i looked up. HAHA. its like worse den the old kampong houses la! anyways, we just settled down there.
paid 5 bucks per person to the Sunset bay for a 'package thingy'. it was VERY worth it i must say. cos we get to use the volley ball court and canoe the whole day. (: i suck at volley!!! haha. the net seems too high for me (imshort) and i dont have the strength to hit it back to the opponent. my right arm muscles hurts now. guess i exerted too much energy. =/
canoeing is super duper exciting! esp when there's a huge wave coming, and u can feel urself being lifted up and go WOOHOO.. racing and splashing at each other with the paddles, knocking into each other's canoes, forming allies, and that retarded aloy kept capsizing himself. :D
stomachs start to grumble. so we went up to eat. we sat round in a circle with all the snacks being passed round. like camp fire. haha. KING fiona collected the free mineral water from Sunset bar for us (part of the package). took even more fotos! (:
went soaking in the sea after feasting on junk food. dan and fiona stayed on shore for some reasons. the rest made a fool of ourselves in the sea like forming the letters 'M B 0 5 0 3', trying to 'worship' the ball. hahahaha.
we made a tomb for KING fiona with the sand, with 8 snowman.. no, sandman i mean, representing each of us there. (: built sand walls to save the tomb when high tides come and worshipping THE KING. hahaha. hilarious. :D
i tried to act smart and used the volley ball as floatage so that i can stay further away from the shore, and was scolded by the life guard with the loud hiler. "Please do not use the ball as a floatage-ment for ur own safety" ... how embarrassing. =x
oh ya. we tried to catch fish too! saw a ikam bilis looking fish swimming near the shore, but due to the tides, we didnt managed to catch it. to think of that, it really look quite stupid with 5 ppl trying to dig something out of the water. -.-
around 5 going 6, we decided to wash up. we were so lobsterfied! esp dan! she is red from head to toe, and kept complaining that it hurts. poor girl.
played 4 games of pool, pair against pair. (in the package too) retarded aloy with his extension. HAHA!! played 7 matches of the hands-on-football game too. (in the package too) KING n me won aloy and wilson. heh.
the sunset is so beautiful. the sun view after the sky has darken was darn wonderful. must really thank God for creating all these. (:
dan and jiawen left first and 6 survivals remain. we went burger king for dinner at PS. chatted alot. (:
time flies, and finally we went seperate ways. so sad..
but nvm.. next week ice skating okay? HAHA. :D
thats all folk. will upload the pics soon! watch out.
♥ - 1:16 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
kay. a long time since i blogged. happily enjoying myself. (: sleeping late and wake up like at 12 everyday when im off from work. Yess! work. i must earn amap (as much as possible). i wanna buy laptop!! any good recommendations? (: so maybe some of u think u have too much moneey to spare.. think of me and give me some. thanks!
work have not been as much fun as compared to last time. this applied to me only. always trying to put on a brave front, when im actually stressed, sad, disappointed, worried etc.. lotsa mixed feelings. esp that strong tension of awkardness that i have been dealing with for months. i know myself that i will never get use to this.. super duper ultra awkwardness.
so if u guys ever find me spacing out, dun bother abt me. im just trying to convince myself to take things easy and look on the bright side. (singing monotonously: always look on the bright side of life.)
and i give thanks to some friends at TR who really care and they are the ppl that i least expected that they will care. thanks. (:
werking later at 6. so i have quite some time to spare. i did some house chores like taking down the dry clothes, packing up the house, so praise me. (: heh.
