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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears

'cause you're only almost here'

Bruise and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered,
now it hurts
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

almost here
brian mcfadden

mb0503 rawk on mann.
(:

i HAVE to let it go.

♥ - 2:08 AM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

RAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!

im so lazy to blog. =/
u can see it for urself.
lotsa stuff happened actually.
but i jus dun have the mood to blog it all down.
well, im jus way TOO bored.
tats why im here!
(:
waiting for time to pass...
cant wait for 230pm to arrive!
i wanna play ball!
haaa!
meeting a few TR frens later to play

BASKETBALL.

haas.
YES. basketball.
guess i will be jus sitting at one dusty corner
eating Anderson's or Henderson's ice cream.
(i cant rem, u jus have to noe its ICE CREAM!)
wp promised to treat me one big tub of ice cream.
hehh. :p
its free. YAYYY.

hmm. was tinkin alot tis few days.
about going back to GB

OR NOT TO?

i got so much fr gb n i really enjoy
being a gb girl. really.
i have stopped goin back to gb meeting
for a mth or so already.
due to some reasons laa..
well, as i tink of the meetings i went back
as a junior officer,
i felt tat things are so different.
really different.
no longer like the meetings i attended
when i was still in sch, like a normal gb girl.
maybe its because i haven got use to it?
maybe its the ppl?
or maybe its because i dun have the
heart for gb any more?
im not sure.
but i jus dun like tis different feeling.
DUN LIKE.

BUT im sure of one thing.
if im going back to gb,
it must be because of only one reason.
tat is
i love GB.
n not because i felt tat i owe gb soo much
tat i need to force myself go back n serve.

was reading cin's blog jus now.
i felt so much like how she felt.
felt like rippin off my ranks, achievements n
most importantly, the PBB award.
n return it ALL to 28th company.
felt like a traitor.

SO.
im giving it a try. (:
i have decided to join the GB Post Sec Prog.
(partially oso because of my NYAA award la.)
n i will see how things work when sch reopens.
if i still cant find back the heart i used to have for GB
i will officially step out of it.

maybe God wants me to serve him
in another special way ya?

i will jus pray abt it n see how things goes.
(:

tats all.
cant wait for my TUB of ice cream.

♥ - 1:02 PM

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