im so lazy to blog.=/ u can see it for urself. lotsa stuff happened actually. but i jus dun have the mood to blog it all down. well, im jus way TOO bored. tats why im here! (: waiting for time to pass... cant wait for 230pm to arrive! i wanna play ball! haaa! meeting a few TR frens later to play
BASKETBALL.
haas. YES.basketball. guess i will be jus sitting at one dusty corner eating Anderson's or Henderson's ice cream. (i cant rem, u jus have to noe its ICE CREAM!) wp promised to treat me one big tub of ice cream. hehh. :p its free. YAYYY.
hmm. was tinkin alot tis few days. about going back to GB
OR NOT TO?
i got so much fr gb n i really enjoy being a gb girl. really. i have stopped goin back to gb meeting for a mth or so already. due to some reasons laa.. well, as i tink of the meetings i went back as a junior officer, i felt tat things are so different. really different. no longer like the meetings i attended when i was still in sch, like a normal gb girl. maybe its because i haven got use to it? maybe its the ppl? or maybe its because i dun have the heart for gb any more? im not sure. but i jus dun like tis different feeling. DUN LIKE.
BUT im sure of one thing. if im going back to gb, it must be because of only one reason. tat is i love GB. n not because i felt tat i owe gb soo much tat i need to force myself go back n serve.
was reading cin's blog jus now. i felt so much like how she felt. felt like rippin off my ranks, achievements n most importantly, the PBB award. n return it ALL to 28th company. felt like a traitor.
SO. im giving it a try. (: i have decided to join the GB Post Sec Prog. (partially oso because of my NYAA award la.) n i will see how things work when sch reopens. if i still cant find back the heart i used to have for GB i will officially step out of it.
maybe God wants me to serve him in another special way ya?
